Ever since Saturday I have been completely overwhelmed. We had our childbirthing class from 9am-5pm and it was basically a non-stop, fast track class of EVERYTHING child birth. Which i'm completely terrified of anyways! I hit a wall and couldn't focus for the last 2 hours of the class. I hope Zane was paying attention because I just couldn't do it. Since I am such a planner I want to know when she will be here and when i'll go into labor. It gives me anxiety not knowing! Now all I can do is think about what else needs to be done before Presley gets here.
Her nursery is not ready yet. My maternity leave is unpaid, so i'll only be taking 8 weeks off. What are we going to do when I have to go back to work, where will Presley go? Of course my dream would be that I didn't have to go back to work, but that's unrealistic. Two months from today is her due date and I think that is why all of these emotions are coming up. I know that it will all work itself out. But until then, i'm just overwhelmed.
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The child birth class IS overwhelming! I understand completely. You will do find and God will have a place for Presley. You will see it. Just enjoy these last two months with your hubby and get in some quality date time while you can!
Jennifer really loves her daycare "Kids are Cool" on 98th around Frankford. I'm sure she'd love to talk to you about it if you want. I hope you're able to relax a little bit in the next few weeks and enjoy the remainder of your pregnancy. I wish you all the best! Love you!
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